hardships,..



Hardships make us strong. Problems give birth to wisdom. Sorrows cultivates compassion.

Those who have suffered the most will become the happiest.

Even if things don't unfold the way you expected, don't be disheartened or give up. One who continues to advance will win in the end...


jiwa nan indah,..


sambil menyorong motosikal yang tiada berkunci aku memulakan perjalanan yang kuanggarkan selama 30 minit dari kawasan UniSZA sehingga ke Kampung Pak Tuyu,.. motosikal tersebut dipinjamkan oleh rakanku, mukriz yang kini telah berada di negeri sembilan, tempat tumpah darahnya,.. ternyata malam yang sudahpun melabuhkan tirainya membuatkan kawasan jalan raya sungguh sunyi sekali,.. walaupun mungkin ramai yang masih lagi terjaga di malam ini, tetapi telah mula berkumpul di beberapa tapak sambutan detik ulangtahun kemerdekaan,..

aku memulakan langkah menyorong motosikal tersebut,.. hanya lima minit aku berjalan, seorang lelaki pertengahan usia bermoto mendekatiku,.. kulihat ada sebuah beg pakaian diletakkan di pangkuannya,.. pada amatanku, mungkin pakcik ini baru sahaja selesai kerja di tempat yang jauh ataupun baru sahaja sampai ke kampung halaman untuk bercuti,..

"kenape ni, dik? tayar pancit ke?"

"tak pakcik, cuma kunci tertinggal kat rumah kawan,.. sbb tu tak dpt start ni, nasib baik tak kunci kepala,.."

"mari adik, pakcik tolong tolakkan,.." kata pakcik tersebut sambil menunggang motosikalnya mendekatiku dan meluruskan kaki kanannya menghalakan tapak kakinya ke arah paddle motosikalku,..

"takpe pakcik, biar saya sorong sahaja,.. lagipun rumah kawan saya depan sana sahaja,.."

"takpe, takpe, takpe,.. mari pakcik tolong, kita gi sama2,.."

"takpe pakcik, rumah kawan saya jauh sikit,.. kat belakang pagar UMT sana,.. terima kasih yea, pakcik,.. terima kasih,.."

pakcik berkenaan pun senyum dan berkata,.. "baiklah, pelan2 la yea? nnti sampai la kan?"

"terima kasih pakcik, terima kasih,.." aku angkat tanganku tanda terima kasih,..

aku teruskan perjalanku sambil berfikir dalam-dalam, agar masa yang berlalu tidak terasa lama,.. kelihatan beberapa moto dinaiki remaja yang membawa bendera malaysia dan terengganu lalu di tepi ku,..

"diorang dah nak start konvoi kemerdekaan agaknya ni,.. kulihat jam tanganku menunjukkan pukul 11.15 malam,..

"bang, kenape ni? ade ape2 masalah ke?" berhenti sebuah moto di sebelahku dibonceng oleh remaja yang mengangkan bendera malaysia,..

"takde ape, dik,.. cuma kunci moto ni je yang tertinggal kat rumah kawan abang,.."

"semua okay yea, bang?"

"okay, dik,.. tak lama lg sampai la rumah kawan abang tu,.. terima kasih ya, dik!!" kuangkat tanganku sebagai tanda hormat,..

langkah diteruskan sehingga aku sampai ke lampu isyarat UMT,.. mujur ada laluan pejalan kaki, kujalani sambil menyorong motoku di sebelah kanan,.. aku kelihatan terbongkok2 kerana  laluan berkenaan agak tinggu membuatkan handle motosikal berada sehingga pada paras pinggang sahaja,..

kemudian, lalu di sebelahku motosikal 125Z yang ditunggangi seorang lelaki lebih kurang 50-an,.. sampai sahaja pada jarak lebih kurang 15 meter di hadapanku, moto berkenaan berpatah balik dan menghampiriku,..

"kenapa ni, dik? tayar pancit ke?"

"tak pakcik,.. tadi sewa kereta, tp kunci tertinggal kat rumah kawan,.."

"owh, ingatkan tayar pancit ke, moto rosak ke,.."

"takpe pakcik, semua okay,.. lagipun rumah kawan saya cuma depan tu saje,.. terima kasih ya, pakcik,.." angkat tanganku sebagai tanda balas hormat terhadap pakcik itu,..

perjalanan kuteruskan sehingga ke bulatan kampung pak tuyu,.. setelah semuanya clear, aku pun berlari menyorong motoku menyeberangi bulatan tersebut,..

sebuah kereta kancil lalu perlahan di kiriku,..

"nape ni, bang,.. habis minyak ke?" kata seorang awek di duduk sebelah pemandu yang kusangkakan mungkin pakwenya,..

"takde ape, cuma kunci je yang tertinggal kat rumah kawan,.."

"ohh, ingatkan takde minyak,.. kalau takde minyak, kite boleh wii,.."

"takpe, takpe,.. terima kasih ya!!"

senyum awek berkenaan dan kereta tersebut berlalu pergi,.. kereta berkenaan membuat pusingan-U sebaik sahaja tamat pembahagi jalan,.. aku mengangkat tangan tanda terima kasih ke arah pemandu kancil berkenaan,.. kuteruskan perjalanan lebih kurang 10 minit sebelum aku tiba di rumah rakanku,.. kelihatan dua rakanku menunggu aku di hadapan pintu rumah,.. aku berasa agak bersalah kerana membuatkan mereka risau, semuanya kerana kelalaianku sendiri,..

tapi, pada malam itu banyak yang aku boleh pelajari,.. sesungguhnya rakyat negara ini sangat kaya dengan sikap murni dan tolong menolong antara satu sama lain, menandakan kematangan negara kita yang telah 53 tahun merdeka,..

selamat hari kemerdekaan yang ke-53 kepada semua!!

elemen tanah,..


‎Enak ya kalo bisa ngendalikan elemen tanah...! Seandainya aq punya kekuatan spt itu, mngkn jalan2 yg berlubang n rusak bisa kuperbaiki,.. 



(picture taken from http://breakthrough-designs.com/)

masjid kristal terengganu,..


go around kuala terengganu city on august 14, 2010 with zana and ida,.. observing picturesque scenery with a great night sky,.. this is one of the great picture taken that night,.. seeing kuala terengganu from a different perspective,..


masjid kristal kuala terengganu from taman tamadun islam during a cloudy night,.. just taken only using compact digital camera with 15 secs aperture speed,..

equity equality,..



as adapted from book written by mohd. (2008), james march and herbert simon introduced the reward-contribution theory which was later known as the theory of equity,.. which later fall under the group of theories of social comparison, based on the way human think or also known as cognitive,..

social comparison theory focused on the perceptions and one’s feeling regarding whether they considered of getting a fair treatment when compared to other individuals,.. when someone feel what they received was unfair, they become unsatisfied with it,.. thus, that feeling motivates them to change the situation until their satisfaction fulfilled,..

one’s contribution are called their input, whereas what they received are rewards,.. examples of input and results are time, money, energy, feasibility, skills, loyalty, love etc.,.. when one assumed that the ratio of input and result was fair, they will be satisfied,.. as a consequence, they became motivated in doing their task,.. but, if they feel the ratio is unfair, they will slowly loose their effort,.. however, what considered as fair and unfair is totally depends on one’s perception,..

according to this theory, one will be satisfied when there are equality between input and rewards,.. they will feel guilty when they get rewards that are higher than the contribution they give,.. as a result, they tend to correct the condition so that equality exist,.. the degree of guilt one feel correlates with how big is the excess of rewards they get,..
this is also true on the contrary,.. when rewards they received is inappropriate with what their contribute, they become unsatisfied,.. as a result, they tend to change the situation,..

mohd. (2008) in her book, listed and elaborated six ways how ones correct the ratio between contribution they give with rewards they received which they assume not in balance, which are:

  • change they contribution,..
  • change rewards they received,..
  • fluctuating assumptions on their inputs and rewards,..
  • changing the objects of comparison,..
  • escape from the current situation,.. 

"Psikologi Orang Berjaya: Ketahui ciri-ciri jiwa dan cara fikir manusia pejaya" by Ainon Mohd. (2008)
PTS PROFESSIONAL Publishing Sdn. Bhd. (Kuala Lumpur)

integriti,..


integriti bermaksud ikhlas,.. orang yang berintegriti umpama semut hitam di atas batu hitam di malam yang gelap,.. tiada siapa yang mengetahuinya selain Allah,.. namun, orang yang berintegriti rezekinya berkat,.. di mana sahaja dia pergi, orang akan menyayanginya,..

(dr. fadhillah kamsah)

second blogging waves,..


arriving early at plankton culture lab this morning, i suddently shocked looking at my supervisor's undergraduate treatment vessel,.. yesterday unhealthy culture became a very healthy blooming algae!! X) what a surprise and what a bless!!



"science isn't about hitting the correct result all the time, but rather on observing your experiment carefully and patiently,.. noticing every little changes,.."
(aman fathur)

after finished all the labwork for today, my colleague and i met my supervisor at RMIC discussing about our current progress, troubleshooting the problem faced and learning about mathematical modelling,.. resting my mind, play some games at the postgrad room - PES 2010 and Counter Strike: Condition Zero with fauzan, hafiz until kak asmah, ainnu, hazwan, zana and ida came,.. with hazwan recommendation, finally ainnu and kak asmah became interested in opening their first blog,.. yeayy!! suddently, i felt a wave of motivation to blog!! XD haahahaha!!

pulls back and forth,..


life is a series of pulls back and forth,.. you want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else,.. something hurts you, yet you know it should not,.. you takes certain things for granted, even when you know you should never takes anything for granted,..
(Albom)

fundamental knowledge,..


keep those fundamental knowledge you've learnt in school, as it will help you to solve more complicated problems you face in your research,..
(Prof. Kopli Bujang)
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